I didn't mean to go dark for over three months. Sorry about that.
The best way I have to describe how things are right now is that it's been like trying not to drown. Every day is a struggle to keep my head above water, and if I inhale . . . well, that's about as good as it gets. Keeping up with anything? Keeping in touch with anyone? That's beyond me.
I try to eat, I try to drink, I try to sleep. Sometimes I even succeed. Sleep is my favorite. I rarely remember any dreams, so it's just the comforting embrace of darkness. Nothing hurts; nothing is bad. It's like I don't exist.
Then I wake up, and the world is just as bad as it ever was, but now I'm a bit older and have gone a bit longer without accomplishing anything.
Anyway, as of today I'm old enough to legally serve as President of the United States.
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I have some stuff I'm going to bring over here to share. Think it's all Equestria Girls stuff.
I did finally start trying to make let's plays, but my computer needs repair. I guess the heat sink being improperly attached is a known issue. One hopes that the resulting overheating hasn't damaged anything else. Contacting tech support is, in theory, easy. In practice . . . depression sucks.
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I've been meaning to make a list of things that would be useful and/or nice.
Mostly because, "Here are things you might not be using that I could use," isn't asking for money, and I hate asking for money, even though I do need it. (A lot of it, in fact.) After the dog got hit by a car, my high interest debt increased by nearly $4,000 dollars and the amount I owe my mother broke $10,000. That was in late March. Things are worse now, but I don't have exact figures for how much so off the top of my head.
So, my birthday seems like as good a time as any to talk about stuff I want or need on the off chance someone might give me something. I'm going to follow this up with a post to that effect.
The best way I have to describe how things are right now is that it's been like trying not to drown. Every day is a struggle to keep my head above water, and if I inhale . . . well, that's about as good as it gets. Keeping up with anything? Keeping in touch with anyone? That's beyond me.
I try to eat, I try to drink, I try to sleep. Sometimes I even succeed. Sleep is my favorite. I rarely remember any dreams, so it's just the comforting embrace of darkness. Nothing hurts; nothing is bad. It's like I don't exist.
Then I wake up, and the world is just as bad as it ever was, but now I'm a bit older and have gone a bit longer without accomplishing anything.
Anyway, as of today I'm old enough to legally serve as President of the United States.
-
I have some stuff I'm going to bring over here to share. Think it's all Equestria Girls stuff.
I did finally start trying to make let's plays, but my computer needs repair. I guess the heat sink being improperly attached is a known issue. One hopes that the resulting overheating hasn't damaged anything else. Contacting tech support is, in theory, easy. In practice . . . depression sucks.
-
I've been meaning to make a list of things that would be useful and/or nice.
Mostly because, "Here are things you might not be using that I could use," isn't asking for money, and I hate asking for money, even though I do need it. (A lot of it, in fact.) After the dog got hit by a car, my high interest debt increased by nearly $4,000 dollars and the amount I owe my mother broke $10,000. That was in late March. Things are worse now, but I don't have exact figures for how much so off the top of my head.
So, my birthday seems like as good a time as any to talk about stuff I want or need on the off chance someone might give me something. I'm going to follow this up with a post to that effect.
Belated birthday greetings! Glad to see you post something.
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